Rhabdomyolysis: 6 months later

If I were pregnant, I would be starting my third trimester and the finish line would be in sight. The nights I didn’t sleep well, the moodiness, the fatigue, the swelling, the pain-it would all be worth it in just 12 weeks. But I’m not pregnant (that I know of, hah)- I’m just recovering from rhabdomyolysis (rhabdo). And unlike knowing a bundle of joy is coming in 12 weeks, my endpoint is unknown both in terms of time and result. I have no idea if I will reach a point when I feel like I did before rhabdo in terms of strength and ability and I have no idea how long it might take.